there is not much else to say.
i am back here finally and feel as if i must do something to honor her memory. i know i will, and when i do, i will be sure to let it be seen here.


vagabondHe shows up at my door in dreams.vagabond
I open my eyes and there he is. A tiny floating bougainvillea flower, dropped on my stoop by the wind, and gone again.


following summerThe day seems as if it will go on forever, my head is swimming for lack of sleep. The rain pours down outside and it rocks my aching nerves into a numb rhythm. What I wouldn't give to be in a car today, or a bus. Hours crawling by as I sleep in the passenger's seat. Bundled up in my mind, calm. The quiet rush of wind and water on glass and metal, lullaby for an insomniac. The steady, unbroken pace of wheels on highway, landscape ever changing. The perfect escape from this dragging day, this mind tranquilizing, numb, foggy, dizzy day.following summer


forget-me-nothe loves me he loves me notforget-me-not
i cannot tell im lost in thought
sweet little kisses they would be sweet little kisses just for me
this pretty flower that i hold tells me now if i should know
how much my love loves me if he loves me at all
now i pull off the petals and pray as they fall
if my love loves me then surely i'll see one little petal left standing for me


the wind in fallI sit outside. Silence is everywhere. Except of the rustle of leaves, and the roaring of the dust dragons.the wind in fall
I watch them play in the wind. Tossing their heads, chasing their tails.
Racing each other across the dry hot ground.
I watch them swallow up the sky.
I watch as they tare through the trees, frolicking with the leaves of autumn.
They careen, howling, across the rocks.
And then disappear.
<3
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Sometimes I cannot see, while indulging in my fantasies, the things that really matter to me, and how I really need to be....
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I'm Sirius-ly Obsessed... What's your excuse?
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You shold have listened to the Lollipop Lady!
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When leaves should fall to dust...
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